Oh goodness Loghead. Peanut allergies are serious business.
I've heard of cases where children who eat any kind of food containing peanuts can have severe (or as you said fatal) symptoms.
I do consider myself VERY lucky in that respect since year round allergies won't kill me. They're miserable to have, but at least I don't have to worry about losing my life to them.
By the way, a neighbor of mine was able to take me to the drugstore for my nasal spray and Albuterol. I took both about an hour ago and then slept for 15 minutes. I feel considerably better now. I think the addition of both of these meds are exactly what I need in order to experience some relief throughout the day and night.
At any rate, I'm just glad both of them work as well as they do.
I've only taken one dose of each and can already tell a huge difference in the way I feel.
Having said all of that, I have a question for you. Is your EpiPen difficult to use? Does it hurt when you give yourself injections?
The reason I ask is because I have paranoia when it comes to needles. I experience severe panic attacks to the point where I need a nurse to tell me exactly when she will stick me with a needle because if she doesn't, I start to hyperventilate.