Recent content by Phoenixfire139

Well! It's been a while since I've been on here! So, here's an update: 1) The fiance and I are no more. We broke it off and I am much happier now. 2) The guy who was willing to learn; I told him about my crush but, I also told him I think I was only attracted to him because he was giving me the...

I agree. My sister, who is a psychologist, psycho-analyzed me. She says I'm co-dependent, which I completely agree with. I never had a good example of a healthy relationship growing up. I am going to save up for a car, and then I may just move out and be on my own. I'll still be with him, but...

We talk about a lot of things. I speak to him and I have to sign at the same time for the most part. But, there are days where my hearing is gone in both ears and it could be 10, 12 hours before I can hear in my right ear again. I have tried just texting him and he gets frustrated with me...

It's just so hard because, what if this other man is just doing this to be nice? I don't want to get out of a mostly decent relationship for someone who is just trying to be a friend and nothing more. Hell, I decided to write a poem on what I'm feeling. This is just confusing me

I'm engaged to a hearing man who doesn't take the time to learn a few things in sign for me. I'm falling for another hearing man who has been taking time out of his day to learn a few signs in case I don't catch what he's saying. The hell am I supposed to do?

It's been so long since I've been on here. I'm sad that I haven't been able to keep up on here. My phone was stolen, my hearing is getting worse, and I think my fiance is done with me. I don't even know what to do anymore. ):

Yeah, I feel you guys. Sometimes I wish that he knew what I was feeling. Especially when I'm at work and I have guests trying to degrade me. I hate the phrase "Just listen harder next time." Like... Seriously? You are telling me to listen to the person mumbling when it already sounds muted to...

update: She still tries to use ASL for me! I love her guys, seriously. She is a delight. Might not be of much help when it comes to working but, at least she makes it easier to communicate. I don't know how many times I have to just ignore my co-workers because they don't speak the eff up...

Faith in humanity has been slightly restored!!! Training in a new girl at work and repeatedly had to ask her to repeat herself. She is extremely quiet and I can only hear out of one ear. She was polite and spoke up the times that I needed her to say something again. She asked me why I kept...

I feel your pain. I'm currently trying to wait out this ear infection in my left ear and I can hardly eat, sleep, or drink without crying from being in so much pain. It's making my jaw hurt. ): It sucks not having insurance right now.

I'm here. I've just been busy with work. ):

Marbled TPBM, have you ever done a somersault while taking a shower? (Just did that today myself lol)

Haven't been on in a while. Too stressed. Had a guest at work get mad because i asked her to speak directly to me. Whatever, i guess... /:

That means a lot! I'm trying to get the hang of it as fast as possible. I was very shocked to find out how fast your hearing can go when you have nerve damage. *le sigh* All is well though! I just make annoying people stand to one side of me so I don't have to listen to them lol