I understand how u feel. We are living this world. Yes, Jesus died, but the good news is, He has risen and with the Father. Jesus came to give life to the fullest. God wants u to enjoy life here on earth, but the world decieved many, which is Satan himself hoping ur life destroy. Death is always waiting for you, but Jesus hold you if you have Him. And there are something you can enjoy, but God gives us boundaries to keep u from destroying urself, but Satan enticing you to think loks good, but unknown there is death behind it. Like Eve looked at the fruit looks good and Satan manipulate her and twisting what God said to cause Eve fall, same in this world we make, like a beer commercial, looks fun fun fun, and "beautiful women, but didn't give u the whole story, like getting fat, killed by alcohol poisoning, car accident, losing jobs, become alcoholism and etc. The commerical is like a tree of knowledge and evil, there are so many deceptive in this world. This life is short, but after death will be eternity, either Christ saved you or you reject Him. He gave u a choice. Never force you to make a decision. This world is temporary.
