Steel said:
erm......someone who doesn't try to control you or would appericate you no matter what.
well women don't really need men...
When I WAS working at Abilitywork, a guy begged me
and shown me $700 and was willing to do anything for me and
he said he will take me out on a date, buy me anything...
and go to church with me.
He knows I ain't interesting in him.
But because he said he will do anything for me,
I was thinking about controlling him...
I was going to tell him to put that $700 up in the bank.
I was going to tell him to buy himself some clothes, because
he kept wearing that same clothes almost everyday.
Seem like he only got 2 pair pants and 2 shirts.
And I was going to tell him to stop smoking because his teeth
look so bad. He got smoke stain, and I was going to
tell him to go to the dentist and get his teeth fix.
And I was going to tell him to buy my sister's car because
my sister don't want that 3 years old brand new car Ford Focus anymore,
she wants a Honda Accord. And plus the Ford Focus looks better
than that old 20 years old white car he has now.
And I was going to tell him to do this and that....
But noooo, I don't want to....
I rather date a man who have everything... and have maturity.
And have a house already, and stuff like that...
But I did find someone like that at Gallaudet, but
he wanted to control me...
He doesn't like how I look, he wanted me to look better.
But nooo, I don't want to....
So I decide to just be on my own and do whatever I want to do.
Such as sitting at home, living off SSI, be antisocial, and that is all.