Uhm.....Hi again...
I had the opportunity to go to the doctor, I went and I told him the problem.
He used that thing that they use to look into the ear (I think that the name is "Otoscopel" or something like that) and another thing that I don't know what was.....He said that was something weird with a fluid in my ear (That there was more than normal and in the wrong place, or something like that...I couldn't understand him very well)...
He said that It could be a muscular problem. So before doing more tests, I had to do some exercises, chew gum and take two medicines, and If the problem were a muscular weakness, It would disappear, but if it didn't disappear, I had to return to make more medical tests.
I hoped that It would work, but It didn't....I am going to the doctor again, probably next week.
Yesterday, I was in classroom waiting to make an exam...It was only a girl and I, in completely silence, both studying. She talked to me asking me something, I heared her voice, but I couldn't understand what she was saying, she repeat it three times until I understood that she was asking if I know how to draw the orbitals, then she asked another thing that she repeated again many times (I saw annoyance in her face), she wanted to know what was an sp² orbital and another thing that I didn't understand (There were too many sounds to say "What is a sp² orbital?")...I explained it to her...and she made a question again, but when I said "what?" she didn't repeat it. When the teacher arrived, she talked to him and he drew something in the blackboard...I assume that the question was "How do I draw it?"...After that the exam began.
And things like this are everyday...I normally understand my teachers when they are teaching, I think that It's because they have to speak very loud, clearly and slowly (My classroom is a chaos....everybody do what they want, even sniff drugs...rarely, there isn't an important background noise, when there is I do not understand as when I sat far from the teacher)...If I talk with them out of there, In a place which is in silence, I can't understand them because they talk "normally"...They have to talk as I were foreign or idiot.
I normally don't talk with peers, I have no friend...but when they talk to me, I can't understand them. I hear them, but it is only "ashhajsajdashdashdashd".
I notice this when I communicate, but communication it is not part of my diary routine (I know that it is weird...but I don't remember the last time I talk with someone voluntary -offline-...Online I am here, right know...but I don't know to whom I am talking)
Thanks.
