My parents brought me to the doctor, but I asked him if my parents could wait outside.
Getting a legal guardian would make worse my relationship with my parent, even if they are...negligent...they want me to go to the university....
I have nobody here...I tried to do something 3 years ago...and my parents were forced to bring me to a children hospital because I had "mental problems"...the neuropsychatrist talked with my mother...and she promised to change....but when we arrived home she started to say "What did you tell them? Why were they talking me as I were a bad mother? Why do you want to destroy the famility? Stop pretending you are ill!"--->This was when I lived in Italy...after the doctors gave a diagnosis, we moved to spain...the diagnosis was "High functioning autism and High IQ"...But I am not autistic, I am very different from autistic people!...Also I couldn't tell all what was happening to my doctors...because I knew that we were going to move in two month...
When she talks with my doctos she talks as she understand certain things...but at home It's different...she always says things like "I won't believe you, stop pretending you are idiot and listen to me! why should I repeat this to many times!? You only want to live 'the easy life!'" (When I say "What? I didn't understand you") or when I don't hear at all: "Why are you pretending to be deaf!? Stop ignoring me!"
I have some autistic behaviors because I'm always on a big distress, I have some stereotyped movements, and because of high IQ I have a weird vocabulary even If I have some pronunciation problems and I can't speak completely fluent, and rare interests (But they are not restricted!...my philosophy teacher used to say that I am like a encyclopedia with feet...I have spent all of my life refuged in/among books)
I have to do it by my myself...I have survived all of this years...
Sorry if there are mistakes in this text...My mother tongue is not English...
