Thank you, everyone.
I will get through it. I always manage to.
But I worry what effect this will have on my granddaughter. How she will cope. How it will effect her attitudes, beliefs, what she does or does not do next. How it might effect who she will choose to run with.
She had planned on going to Butte College, learning a trade, doing things for her and her child, planning a life around a baby growing up --
I ran into a cliff yesterday
She fell off of one
