a song i wrote

[ella]

This song is about my moms friends son who died in a wave runner accident in 03 . I had a chance to see him after so many years since we were little and i didn't. I was so mad at myself. I thought i'd just see him "next time" .. but there is no such thing as next time. The song is called "july"

" I stand before your name written in stone
surrounded by flowers, july will remain a nightmare
every time i close my eyes all i see is your face as child
if I knew you better would my feelings be different
i'm not going to say goodbye
because I know i'll see you again
even if it wasn't meant to be in this life

I believe the day you left
the angels cradled you to rest
and opened you eyes to eternal life
you're home beautiful angel
we'll miss you

The tears i shed
couldn't come close to the blood
you bled
My faith in you has brought me
understanding
everytime i close my eyes all I see is your face as a child
I can feel you listening
I search for you above the vibrant stars
that light up heaven in so many beautiful ways

I believe the day you left
the angels cradled you to rest
and opened your eyes to eternal life
you're home beautiful angel
we'll miss you

the song isn't that great ,but its the best i can do at least for chris.