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How I am not there for TJ. I dont see him? I dont even know if he is ok or not? I havent heard NONE zip from TJ's dad. I got to see TJ for one day last sat. thats it. will i see TJ tmw and keep him for the weekend? I dont know. like the last month i wasnt able to keep TJ due to drama. blah blah...

really whats the use. really I havent seen tj for long time. I lost him. nothing i can do to make that someone happy. then this. and more. so screw this. thats why i am like this. there is no hope. none.

Thanks i know. men sucks, period. i dont know if i can cry. i have been hurt numerous times in the past. i am sick and tired of this. all i know it hurts so much... thanks for the hugs i didnt post alot of details but u can read my blog so u will understand what happened but just a short...

i wrote this.. its a draft as i am not done.. It hurts. every time my heart beat it hurts. that it feel like im dying.. i'm carrying lot of pains inside. oh it hurts so badly.. I am sinking into darkness- no where to go .. I want to die... so badly that it hurts I am so...

:wave: I am back...I had a bad day. But first yesterday was the annivesary of my cousin Crystal's death. She had been gone for 15 yrs. I missed her so much. :( Then today ugh wasnt a good day for me. I am running on 2 hours of sleep right now. I only slept from 7 to 9 this morning. sheesh!:eek3...

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Beautiful song. Sending you thoughts and prayers. Hugs!

Aww Jillo.. sorry to hear of the mishaps. you are lucky you heard that. compare to my brother- he didnt hear for like a week and the water co called and said are you aware that you are in thousand of dollars on the bill now? my brother said what you mean? they didnt use any water just regular...

count me in! I love to laugh over small things... I could tell you numerous stories that got me in trouble for laughing. Just like yesterday at my sweetie's apt, we were playing dominoes and i smelled the farts. I said i smelled the fart. He said that wasnt me. I said I know I didnt hear...

haha at this thread.. its so funny.. thanks 4 the laughs! :lol:

Cuz u the da man! thats why! heheh! :lol:

:wave: everyone... im friggin tired.. :zzz: i went to bed after 5 am and woke up at 9 am.. Know why? We slept on the hard carpeted floor at my sweetie's apt..It was his first night and mine as well to spend the night there. so no furnitures yet but it was so cool cuz we had fun watching movies...