Hii, I still have a crush on Jay. And the thing is; I'm always shy around him i only go "Hi" in front of him but nothing else. I want to talk something with him in a converstation. But its hard for me because i'm shy around him. If hes not around alot of people i'm fine with it. But if its alot; I'm super shy. Because i don't know why... I just am. Plus I don't know what to talk about with him. And I don't know if he likes me still. Its confusing. But I want to talk to him but I don't have the guts to. WHat should I do?? I'm gonna see him everyday for the rest of the summer break until school starts on august 20th. We're both going to the same school now. Plus, another band member said that Jay is quite a lady's man. And i'm also kind of scared that he might like someone else instead of me. Because he's like the first guy to like me and doesn't care that i'm deaf. And just sees me as who i am. And honestly? I don't want to give up on hope on him. I want to have the courage to go up to him tomorrow for band rehersal. I've always been planning on talking to him in person instead of AIM. But i never got the guts to. god this is hard....uggghhhhhh....pls helppppp.