Sasha64

Glad you like the poem Northstar and im sure it will help u in a small way just like it did for me when my mom died. Just keep hanging in there Northstar by talking to your dad even though he is not there physically but he is there spiritually and is listening and waiting for your mom. Take care and stay strong Northstar you are in my thoughts always.

Huggs ya Northstar.

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Jabber

Sorry to hear about your dad, my dad passed away last week (Jan. 17).

I was right beside him, as was my mom. So I can relate.

My prayers are with you.

EagleCherokee63

Oh! I am sorry heard that I understand how you feeling through that. My dad passed away too... In Nov 4th 1994, I missed him alot! He is in heaven now.

Northstar

Yeah Jabber.. it was hard enough to hold my dad's hand and tell him to let go of the pain and go on.. and I even got to say goodbye to him several times before he left us...

Jabber ya do have my condelences on your dad's passing as well...

Northstar

Thanks, Sasha... I do talk to Dad in spirit..even I have the wedding pic of Dad and Mom and I talk to them via that pic hoping for good guidance from them and anything else.. I do smile knowing my parents had good lives together here on this farm and raising their family and more.... that's all I can have for myself to take on my trip thru life...

PurrMeow

Hey NorthStar
I am sorry about your relative's death.
Please accept our condeleces of his/her death. I know what you have been gonna through.. I have been gone through with few deaths in a year or two yrs. I want to say that I really want your mother to fight this tumor or something so she would be able to live longer for you.. Also, recently I lost my great grandmother (I am sure AngelWolf is aware of that) passed away few days before Halloween and buried right by her widow husband which she has been widow for many years.. Then in November two days after Thanksgivinging our great good friend, (I cant say her real name) passed away with cancer (I believe with gallbadder or something) and we have been checking her real daughter which she is approx. 12 yrs. old. That's why I am kinda of busy with her and my kids (twins, and brat son). I wish we could be there to give you some hugs. My hugs to you...

Northstar

Thanks, Purrmeow..but I am not sure my mom will be able to battle the brain tumor well enough.. she is bedridden and not able to move much except for her left side or so.. and she is not able to talk or show some emotions much lately.. just sleep all the time when I am over there with her.. .. it might be a few months before this is over.. it might be a year or so.. dunno really...

As for my relative..he did battle brain cancer.. different area of where the cancer was in his brain, but it was to do with ability of walking and etc.. and he did show signs of not be able to talk and etc.. it was a completely shock that he passed away....

I do think of Dad everyday and I do say good night to him via that cross I hang up above Dad and Mom's bedroom... that's all I can do is say gn and etc.. and hope Dad cna guide me somehow and maybe guide Mom as well...

Heath

Hi Northstar, I don't know you that well enough but I can imagine the difficult position you are in. Please stay strong and I am sure your family and friends as well as everybody here at alldeaf.com will do our best to support you. I am sorry to hear you are losing your parents one by one. Be comforted by the thought that they will soon meet in Heaven to beautiful angelic music and songs in Heaven .... May God be with you during this difficut time and remember everybody wants to help you and I pray you will have all the help you need to keep the family farm running smoothly. God Bless