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"I Remember"

I'd never wish any of this on anyone or anything.
Aw come on, you gotta try and look at things like me.
I never needed anything I got,
I never keep anything I have, what do I have?
Mostly things that'll never last.

Then I think back...

I remember when I first saw the country.
I remember sleeping in the van.
Said goodbye to friends and family cause they could never understand.
I remember jumping off of cliff tops.
I remember playing with no one there.
Yeah I knew if I became successful it wouldn't change who I am cause where I've been.
Cause where I've been.

They wonder why I hide myself from everyone,
from everything, man come on.
You wouldn't last a day as me.
Everyone loves me for my past, but they always hate me in the present.
Why can't you just meet me somewhere in the middle?

It's in the hardest times we grow the most.

I remember when I first saw the country.
I remember sleeping in the van.
Said goodbye to friends and family cause they could never understand.
I remember jumping off of cliff tops.
I remember playing with no one there.
Yeah I knew if I became successful it wouldn't change who I am cause where I've been.
Cause where I've been.

Speeding up, to slow down.
Side glances around this crowd all at me.
There must be something I can't see, so tell me.
Hold me up, help me out.
As I circle around what makes me happy.
There isn't one place that I can be without leaving.
This is my life.

I remember when I first saw the country.
I remember sleeping in the van.
Said goodbye to friends and family, they could never understand.
They don't understand.
They don't understand.

I remember jumping off of cliff tops.
I remember playing with no one there.
Yeah I knew if I became successful it wouldn't change who I am.
I remember the coast of California.
I remember trucks stops cross the land.
Never kept too many idols cause we were busy being them.
I remember waking up in Georgia. I remember quitting my last job.
Yeah I knew if I became successful it wouldn't change who I was, where I've been.
Cause where I've been.

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I never wish this on any person or any thing
come on you try and see things like me
I never need (Any? Thing?) I Obtained
I never retain (Any? Thing?) I have what I have
most things (expire?)

Then I think past

I remember when I First country see
I remember sleep van
friends and family say goodbye
I remember jump cliff top
I remember play no one here (point in front)
Yes I know I successful became it would not change who I am cause my past

They think why I hide from everyone, from everything
you wouldnt last one day as me
everyone love me for my past, hate me in now
why not meet in middle?

in hard times we grow more

speed up slow down
side glance at me in crowd
something I cant see? tell me
hold me help me
while I circle what makes me happy
not one place I can stay
this my life

I remember Califorina coast
I remember truck (stops) across the country
never kept idols too busy being one
I remember wake up in Georgia I remember quit last job

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