Feeling this way
Posted 05-16-2009 at 05:45 PM by shel90
I feel detached from Alldeaf due to the Byrdie incident. I guess I really thought he was a friend and knowing that he is not dead makes me miss his posts here on AD even more than if he was dead. It is like being forbidden from having a huge lolipop and it is within my reach. I guess it would have been easier if he actually died. Someone told me that I am in need of closure but as the days go by, I am starting to accept the fact that there may never be closure. Hopefully as time passes, the wounds will heal.
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Shel90, I know how you must feel confused and unanswered questions going through your mind. I can just offer my condolences on your feeling and others who are experiencing the same emotional upset. Hang in there, just some people just didn't appear who they really are. Do take all the time you need to heal from this. Take care, OB7Posted 05-16-2009 at 10:29 PM by Rio
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I exchanged Christmas cards with him and all that. I have heard of stories where people faked their deaths to start new lives or to escape the law but never in my wildest imagination I would get to experience the betrayal of a "friend" to this magitidude. What a bizarre experience that was!Posted 05-17-2009 at 09:41 AM by shel90
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Thanks Oceanblue!Posted 05-20-2009 at 08:02 PM by shel90
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i don't know who byrdie is.
someone has hurt me in the past and i wrote a letter to her. and i threw it out. i wrote another letter to her, and threw it out. it's been a year and i'm still continuing to write letters. and you know what? it's making me feel better. because i'm spilling out all my feelings out on the ltter and just throwing it out. i'm not going to send the letter to her, because i know she's done with me and not even wanting to be friends with me. so sending her letters would be pointless. but as i write these letters, i feel so much better. if you want, you can do that for some closure. or actually just send byrdie an email or something.
hang in there. i don't know you at all...but it looks like you're struggling with this
Posted 07-07-2009 at 08:47 PM by xspinningisfun
