I went to the Halloween party last night. My costume was a pink poodle - very fuzzy, very silly. Also very hot - not "sexy" hot. "Boil" hot. My roommate's costumes were a vampire with little clothing (female) and a college student who doesn't like Halloween (male and ). We didn't win costume award and stayed up so late. But lots of fun.

Now my brain is painful. All day I try to think of the word I need and _________ - nothing in my head. Now I wonder if worse...

Today I didn't visit my parents. My mom thinks I avoid her. She is correct! I love my parents, but now I need space. Hard to have space when my mom works on campus.

I stopped wearing my HAs and know my mom is upset when I stop. Always I hated my HAs and when younger fought with my parents about HAs. Now we won't fight I think. I know she wants me to be successful and happy. But HA/CI is my personal decision at 21 years old, right? But before sometimes I think I made the right...

I have never written a blog. Probably not for me because I will have to think first and write second - pay more attention to writing and not write so fast. But maybe a blog will help think about things and help writing without someone telling me how to write.

So many changes! I broke up with my BF. We dated over a year. He wanted to marry me. I don't want to marry - I am 21.Always he talked about marriage. I told him "stop" but he always said something about marriage. Also...