Why am I here? Why have I chosen to visit this site?

Several reasons. I want to be accepted for who I am.

I am afraid of what is happening in my life. I have always been a very strong person. I help others. Thats what I do. I enjoy it. Now I am facing several things that scare the heck out of me.

Almost five years ago, I had my last child. Brayden. He was small, early.. but other than that all seemed normal. Milestones started to be reached as normal...until...