Originally Posted by jillio

I agree with SxyPorkie. A counselor could help you deal with depression. But, please, keep in mind Mann05...just because your family talks to you this way does not mean that you deserve to be talked to this way. It doesn't really matter what they think of you. What matters most is what you think of yourself.

No, I was depressing. Now, I am not. Look at my replied comment to her. And, what do you mean, "just because your family talks to you this way does not mean that you deserve to be talked to this way."?

I'm not sure what you mean, besides, I already shuted myself out because they did not want to listen my expression of feeling. I always held my expression all the time and it's now almost too impossible for me to tell an experience story, tell how/what I feel, and etc etc.

Your family obviously has some problems. But don't let their problems become your problems. Everyone makes mistakes. We are not our mistakes. Mistakes are something we do.....valuable human beings that deserve respect are what we are.