Thank you everyone for your support posts
I came home from work yesterday and have a look at Kim again. Her body is very hard as cold... We covered her with her favorite white blanket with pair toys and then seal the shoe box together and make sure it won't open... We buried her together on her favorite place...
and lit the candle on her grave. We will get color stones this weekends to cover her grave. Alan made wood cross for her with the help from my hubby. We (4) cried... Danny made a beautiful speech with sign language for her. I will create a memorial of her and put it on her grave. (I will ask my boys for their opinion what to write on memorial). I will post the picture of her grave when we finish with decoration.
I look at Flecky, Kim's daughter because she look very much like her mother Kim but Kim's fur is black with cream color on her face and Flecky is mixed blue Russian cat with color cream on her face like her mother. Flecky's movement is exactly as her mother.
I miss her and her wild humor terrible...
I was not right mood yesterday as I posted in some threads... If you notice it or upset then accept my apology...