I think so possible positive and more happier. I want to try happier. I know you are hard sometimes maybe have hard time alone. I didn't understand why self esteem. That is meaning it is difficult to communication to people can't help you. That is not perfect to getting happier. All the time. I don't know I assume research in Saskatoon. That is very proud try love and as matter hearing impaired, MCL, oral and lipreading, That is hard for yourself good skills learn how practice important to english whatever you decides pick good understand on sign langugae.
I know experience my feeling confident to truth. I have many adsolent friends with people didn't understand what is happened you hurt to feeling dumb and deaf. I know weird that is very hard work for encourage to you. I wish you best friends.... That help for you in Saskatoon need more fun in Deaf Community,,,,,,,,,,,,