I have my own home that I remodel. My mind is carefree without worryin' about things. I just enjoy my life around here. I have my own 2 dogs -- that I really enjoy playin' with them outside.
I am happy for you, and congratulate you your succeses sincerely
Just so you know,
One can have millions of $$$$ a few houses all over the world, be surrounded with people all the time but one still can have low self-esteem.
Besides I am not saying you sure have low self esteem, I don't know you well enough to say that I only suggested it.
I just told you my point of view, how I view things based on what you have told me, and who says my view can not be right, and yours wrong, even with me not living with your parents.
Sure, I have no way of knowing what the truth is - I would have to know the whole story from both sides, know your parents, talk to them and only then I would say something for sure.
Maybe your mother indeed wasn't a good mother and/or wife, I don't know, my point is you can't say somebody is a bad person just because she likes to go out and dance or wears unapropriate clothes at her age.
Those are, in general, petty things.
Sorry for uspetting you.
ps I was going to ask you if you don't mind me telling what was that black thing your mother did to you but I guess you are finished with me.. ??