I wish I can go to her funeral wed but I cant make it cause I dont have money to fly or take bus to there

. I live in Ontario, Canada

I am sure everyone cant even stop to thinking of Amanda same as me I always think of Amanda since FBG tell everyone that she was in hosptial for weeks till died.
Every time I look at Amanda's picture on my screensaver make me sad to see her gone. and make me think of her all the times even in night and day time.