i confess that i liked it when i was young and naive and now in the present - im confused on whether it was better not to know, how 'less real' my hearing freinds were, as opposed to now ' that i wished "i knew better' BUT it's so ironic that now I know more 'but ts too late to let social expectation be used to suck up to people /and they suck up to accept your 'deafness'...what im saying is, the older i get , the more 'foreign' people seem to think i am.
I dont know whether i like it better or worse because two things, hand in hand, is my bullshit meter works better, but other people's meter for that ON me backfires so they seem to be more reserved...... I dont know if this makes any sense to anyone? but its a weird 'confession' not trying to be humerous , its real and its seem to be part of the changing my views of deafness and disability....
"Problems cannot be solved at the same level of awareness that created them."