Why don't I exist?
It was hot, I had a green shirt on and I was happy,
It's the time of the year I fell in love with you.
It became colder, my cheek became red,
I was so happy to falling down.
You didn't catch me, instead I fell on the ground.
Unable to move, screaming out your name.
It became more colder that I was buried under the white pillow,
you didn't save me, instead, you threw more pillow on me.
I was dying, waiting for you that it became warmer,
My cheek didn't turn red this time, it was a brown cheek.
I was too hard and too rough that you must hate me now.
Please.. show me some love, lover.
I finally saw you look at me but you didn't say anything,
you picked me up and carried me to somewhere I never seen before.
you threw me down in a huge black hole, after that...
I was never able to say "I love you".