Sometimes I have hardly to believe in long distance relationship becuz I'm soo afraid if that guy will have cheat on me or liar to me everytime about what did he did or what was he doing. That's really hardly to trust him but I know I do trust him so much and I still love him soo much in my whole heart. When I moved out to Austin Texas from NJ, I was spending time with that guy and when I'm in Austin, Texas, once time I asked him for out with me but it doesn't work out for me. So we had to talk too much about long distance relationship and we had a deal then we decided to got together again. -sigh- I was over with him becuz I feel not right when we're on long distance relationship... like that I don't want to be complainer or under stress if I really wanna see him so badly OR I have no chance talk to him if even I'm tooo busy in school and work.. you know what do I mean? SO that's hardly for me!!!

We still love each other and keep in touch each other.